Mixing a Unit From a Place of Wholeness

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens (pg. 32).

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued a series of classes about dealing with challenging situations from a place of wholeness. We also focused on using the energies that correspond to that situation to mix up a unit with the functional capacity to effectively work with challenging situations.

Our goal with this series is to strengthen our ability to respond to the daily life situations we encounter from a place of wholeness rather than fragmentation.  When we engage with challenging activities, either because they are difficult or ones for which we feel enthusiasm, the I can react in ways that causes internal conflict and other forms of difficulty. 

One example is the mind of I separating itself from the body of I and getting entangled with the unit.  A second example is the body of I pulling in and separating itself from the mind of I with the resulting absence of grounding and support for the mind of I.  In a previous series of classes a few years ago we called this movement towards fragmentation the flash response.

The second element in this series which we will focus on today is to recognize the presence of an energy “pool” which may be the source of the situation when it is internally or voluntarily initiated by us.  The energy pool may also be a natural response to provide the energy we need to effectively work with a situation that is generated externally.  O Sensei and many other spiritual traditions teach it is a universal law that we are provided with the energy needed to deal with difficulties when a challenging situation presents itself.

Our goal when we sense the push from the energy pool is to recognize it as an opportunity to allow the energy to create a unit.  We are creating a unit capable of responding from a place of wholeness and inner harmony rather than fragmentation and internal conflict.  Our shorthand name, borrowing from Nadeau Sensei, for this moment of recognition is a doorbell. Our goal is to recognize the doorbell as a signal not to entangle or withdraw but as an opportunity to reinforce the inner relationship between the two parts of the I and to allow the energies generated by the situation to mix a unit that can respond effectively.

Our Aikido technique for today and for Thursday is, ten-chi nage.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to feel the full length of the spine during each pause. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Let’s begin with a round of practice with the technique. 

  1. Begin with a round of practice of ten-chi nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to use for comparison as the practice progresses.

Mixing a Unit From a Place of Inner Harmony

  1. As we focus our attention on the technique as our situation of the moment, we will start by reinforcing the relationship of inner harmony between the two parts of the I. Our desire is perform the technique as well as we can and with a high degree of personal satisfaction.  If the I becomes fragmented in that effort, we will not be able to achieve either good performance or personal satisfaction.  Before going back to the technique let’s practice mirroring between the parts of the I in an effort to make inner harmony more attractive than the tendency toward the flash response.  This may seem like an easy choice in the abstract but we live and make choices in the moment not from the abstract. 

Related to this is trying to experience the movement within the I toward fragmentation as close to its starting point as possible.  This makes the movement toward wholeness easier because the movement toward fragmentation hasn’t gathered very much momentum.  The less momentum toward fragmentation the easier it is to reverse it and move toward wholeness. 

Our more basic goal is to train with the I so that increasingly the movement toward wholeness is our initial response.  Then we don’t have to reverse the movement toward fragmentation.  Perfection in this is probably not attainable but a percentage improvement may be.

  • Now let’s return to the technique to see if the mirroring practice we just did is helpful. If not we can repeat the practice or work even more deeply with the I if necessary.
  1. Now let’s put our attention on the pool of energy that corresponds to the technique/situation on which we are currently focused. The energy is freely available to mix up a unit with the functional capacity to perform the technique effectively.  This mixing process is the same one we use in our forging practice.

Let’s use the four count process we practiced in our classes on the Unit.  Count one is the idea or blueprint.  Count two is the structure or implementation of the idea count.  This count provides the framework and support needed to implement the idea.  In the absence of count two, the idea count is asked to do both jobs and often doesn’t have the energy to accomplish both tasks.

Count three is the intuitive element or spirit of the technique.  It provided the poetry or artistry that allows the technique to rise above mere functionality.  Count four is the organizing principle which brings the other three counts and itself into a unified functioning whole. 

Let’s take our time here and allow each count a full turn.

Once the mixing and jelling has come together into an embodied functioning unit of ten-chi nage we can go back to the technique and see if it has helped improve our performance and personal satisfaction.

  • Now let’s return to the technique and see if the unit practice we just did is helpful. If not we can repeat the practice or work more deeply with the unit if necessary.

Conclusion

We continued work in this series of classes to recognize through what we are calling the doorbell, when a situation presents us with an opportunity to reinforce the inner harmony with the I and allow the pool of energy corresponding to the situation to mix up a unit that will effectively work with the situation.  In today’s class we used a practice of mixing the Unit from our classes on the Unit and forging. 

Feedback and discussion.

The Heart of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 57).

Practice before next class

Select a daily life task and work with the process we practiced today on both reinforcing the harmony of the I and mixing an embodied functioning unit for that daily life task.  Give each of the four counts a full turn before mixing the Unit.

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Responding From Wholeness

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-The Heart of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 68).

Introduction

In our last on-line class we concluded our series of practices on experiencing deeper and fuller levels of the I.  We also focused on a stronger connection between these deeper levels of I and the creation as manifested by the Aikido technique with which we were practicing. 

Our goal with this series was first to achieve a more balanced and integrated level 1 starting I.  Then working to experience the deeper, fuller levels of I and to realize its benefits and to align the deeper levels of I with the creation.

We concluded our series with a focus on experiencing I in Manifest, Hidden and Divine dimensions of consciousness.

Responding From Wholeness

Today we are starting a series of classes on responding to the daily life situations we encounter from a place of wholeness rather than fragmentation.  When we engage with activities that we find challenging, either because they are difficult or ones for which we feel enthusiasm, the I can react in ways that causes internal conflict and other forms of difficulty.  One example is the mind of I separating itself from the body of I and getting entangled with the unit.  A second example is the body of I pulling in and separating itself from the mind of I with the resulting absence of grounding and support for the mind of I.  In a previous series of classes a few years ago we called this movement towards fragmentation the flash response.

The second element in this series is to recognize the presence of an energy “pool” which can be either the source of the situation when it is internally or voluntarily initiated by us.  It may also be a natural response to provide us with the needed energy to effectively work with a situation that is generated externally.  O Sensei and many other spiritual traditions teach it is a universal law that we are provided with the energy to deal with difficulties when a challenging situation presents itself.

Our goal is when we sense the push from the energy pool we recognize it as an opportunity to allow the energy to create a unit that is capable of responding from a place of wholeness and inner harmony rather than fragmentation and internal conflict.  Our shorthand name, borrowing from Nadeau Sensei, for this moment of recognition is a doorbell. Our goal is to recognize the doorbell as a signal not to entangle or withdraw but to see it as an opportunity to reinforce the inner relationship between the two parts of the I and to allow the energies generated to mix a unit that can respond effectively to the situation.

Our Aikido technique for today is mune-tsuki irimi nage.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is with each of three rounds to feel a deeper sense of center. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Let’s begin with a round of practice with the technique. 

  1. Begin with a round of practice of mune-tsuki irimi nage as both uke and nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to use for comparison as the practice progresses.

Orienting the I Toward Wholeness

  1. As we focus our attention on the technique as our situation of the moment, we will start by reinforcing the relationship of inner harmony between the two parts of the I. Our desire is perform the technique as well as we can and with a high degree of personal satisfaction.  If the I becomes fragmented in the effort  we will not be able to achieve either good performance or personal satisfaction.  Before going back to the technique let’s practice mirroring between the parts of the I. 
  • Now let’s return to the technique and experience if the mirroring practice we just did is helpful. If not we can repeat the mirroring practice or work more deeply with the I if necessary.
  1. Now let’s put our attention on the pool of energy that corresponds to the technique/situation on which we are currently focused. The energy is freely available to mix up a unit with the functional capacity to perform the technique effectively.  This mixing process is the same one we use in our forging practice.  Once the mixing and jelling has come together into an embodied functioning unit of mune-tsuki irimi nage we can go back to the technique and see if it has helped improve our performance and personal satisfaction.
  • Now let’s return to the technique and see if the unit practice we just did is helpful. If not we can repeat the practice or work more deeply with the unit if necessary.

Conclusion

We began work on a series of classes to recognize through what we are calling the doorbell when a situation presents us with an opportunity to reinforce the inner harmony with the I and allow the pool of energy corresponding to the situation to mix up a unit that will effectively work with the situation.

Feedback and discussion.

The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 80).

Practice before next class:  Select a daily life task and work with the process we practiced today on both reinforcing the harmony of the I and mixing an embodied functioning unit for that daily life task. 

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dimensional Work With the I

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-Heart, Self and Soul Robert Frager (pg. 96).

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued our series of practices on experiencing deeper and fuller levels of the I. 

Our goal with this series of classes is first to achieve a more balanced and integrated level 1 starting I.  Then we will work to experience the deeper, fuller levels of I and to realize its benefits.

Today we will continue our series of classes on the growth and development of the I.  We will go deeper into improving the balance and integration of the I at level 1.  This is important because we want to avoid the growth of an unbalanced I. 

As the I grows to deeper and fuller levels its capabilities also increase.  In an unbalanced I this increases the potential for greater levels of entanglement with resulting downstream problems.  The potential for greater levels of entanglement occur because of an increase in both internal conflicts within the I and greater and more powerful kinds of interference by the I with other parts of the system.

Second, are the growth opportunities to move from the level 1 I to increasingly refined levels of the I.  These changes are so profound that we may want to change its name from I to soul; true self; atman; supreme identity or as O Sensei called it the Most Original Self.  He regarded the most original self as the consciousness present even before the beginning of creation. 

In our class today we will continue to use the Aikido technique ten-chi nage as our technique.    

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is before starting the practice feel the in and out breaths like the turning of a wheel vertically aligned with the spine and the front of the body. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Working With the Level 1 I or Starting Place

Accepting Our Starting Place

It is important to accept our starting place and even to honor it.  Our level 1 I deserves that respect because it got us here, to the place where we can begin to train.  Acceptance of our level 1 I also helps to reduce the amount of entanglement at the beginning of our practice session and life in general.  Virtually all the great spiritual traditions tell us we need to transcend the ego.  It is certainly true we want to grow beyond our starting place when we are ready to do so.  But starting out with a negative judgmental attitude toward our starting place increases the difficulty in beginning that desired process of transcendence.  Acceptance doesn’t mean we turn away from our efforts to grow and develop.  It does mean we are trying to avoid unnecessary entanglement as we begin our practice.

Before we begin our work with the level 1 I let’s do a round of practice with the technique. 

  1. Begin with a round of practice of ten-chi nage as both uke and nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to use for comparison as the practice progresses.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of us that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practice in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts; one is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends much of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows us to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit and our personal safety and wellbeing.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the more experiential part of the I is the body of I.

We can work with the experience of I to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one of the three parts of the Imperial Regalia that was provided to the first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light (wisdom) and warmth (compassion) to the world convinced one goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually, she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced-The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens (pg. 59).

We are using the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”, by turning this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in the Kojiki because what restored light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

  1. The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”. At this point our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring action of the mind of “I”. 

The clearer this mental image becomes the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  • Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I”, has formed the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Functionality that is healthier in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background noise and a more steady grounded experience.  Often this is accompanied by a shift in attention from the front of the body to the back.

  1. Next is to follow the same process as the one we did with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within your system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem and bringing it to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life. 

You can see in this painting by Van Gogh how strong the heavenly energies are and how truncated the earthly ones are.

We have practiced in previous classes an inner dialog between the parts of the I to achieve greater balance and integration.  Let’s now advance this practice by deepening the dialog process. 

  1. As we began to practice with in our last class, let’s change the question we use to begin the dialog from what is working well in our relationship and what would we like more of, to what can each part of the I contribute to the growth and development of its partner and to the greater wholeness of the I.

This can provide two benefits.  First, a more healthy and balanced mind of I and body of I individually.  Second, it can lead to an I that is more resiliently whole and has a greater ability to withstand the ups and downs we all experience.

Reflect on what the two parts of the I can share with each other and how they feel enhanced.  Before going back to the technique also take a moment to feel the benefits of a more whole and resilient I.

This practice can result in a profound experience of inner harmony and love between these two fundamental parts of our system.  It can result in an overflowing of love and harmony to the people and activities in our daily life.

  1. Let’s now go back to the technique and see if the more whole I practice we did is reflected in improved performance and satisfaction as you go through some repetitions. The technique is also a good form of feedback about whether we are ready to begin the process of moving to your level 2 I.
  • Get feedback on the technique, is there is an improved level of performance?
  1. Let’s now begin the process of moving from the level 1 I to the level 2 I.

We can begin using our circle center practice to create a more expansive space.  Within this more expansive space ask the question what is my next level of I?  Then holding the experience of the expanded space allow the level 2 I experience to manifest.  You don’t have to know what the next level of I may be, you simply have to maintain a fullness of presence in the space as that next level already exists.  Our goal here is simply to bring it to more conscious experience.   Once you experienced level 2, let’s repeat the deeper form of inner dialog we worked on at level 1.

  • Reflect on your experience as the level 2 I. How is it different than the level 1 I?

The levels beyond level 1 have been explored by all the major traditions. They have come up with various ways to divide them up.  Examples include the chakras in yoga, the Sefirot in the Jewish Kabbalah tradition (see illustration below) the bardos in Tibet and the seven souls in the Sufi tradition.  We will not use any specific map but rely on your experience to guide us through the levels and they come up.

  1. Let’s now go back to the technique and see if the level 2 I practice we did is reflected in improved performance and satisfaction as you go through some repetitions. Get feedback on the technique, is there is an improved level of performance?

Conclusion

We continued the process of development from a level 1 I to the deeper/fuller levels of I.  We further refined the process with the level 1 I, to increase the health of the two parts of the I achieving a greater level of balance and integration.  This can help us to avoid magnifying internal conflicts as we achieve greater levels of personal power and broader interaction.  It is generally far easier to work to resolve inner conflict and related issues at level 1 than later in the process of growth.   

Feedback and discussion.

A Light on Transmission by Mitsugi Saotome (pgs. 96-97).

Practice before next class: 

Work with the I and go through to level 3 and see how that is different than level 2 of the I. 

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Growth and Development of the I

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of. –The Art of Aikido Kisshomaru Ueshiba translated by John Stevens (pgs. 77-79). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we returned to our work with forging.  We expanded the focus to include forging in manifest and hidden dimensions of consciousness. 

Our goal with this series of classes was to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

Today we are starting a series of classes on the growth and development of the I.  Our goal in this series of classes is to focus on a direct experience of the growth potential of the I.  We will explore the growth potential of the I from our starting point at level 1 in two ways. 

First, is to work to improve the balance and integration of the I at level 1.  This is important because we want to avoid the growth of an unbalanced I.  As the I grows to deeper and fuller levels its capabilities also grow.  In an unbalanced I this increases the potential for greater levels of entanglement with resulting downstream problems.  The potential for greater levels of entanglement occur because of an increase in both the internal conflicts within the I and greater and more powerful kinds of interference by the I with other parts of the system.

Second, are the growth opportunities to move from the level 1 I to increasingly refined levels of the I.  These changes are so profound that we may want to change the name from I to soul; true self; atman; supreme identity or as O Sensei called it the most original self.  He regarded the most original self as the consciousness present even before the beginning of creation. 

In our class today we will use the Aikido technique katate-dori kokyu nage as our technique.    

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.
Our tip today on the misogi breathing is during the exhalation visualize exhaling all negativity from your system.  Then visualize inhaling a sense of freshness, health and wholeness and seeing that spread throughout your body, mind and spirit. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

 Working With the Level 1 I or Starting Place

Accepting Our Starting Place

It is important to accept our starting place and even to honor it.  Our level 1 I deserves that respect because it got us to the place where we can begin to train.  Acceptance of our level 1 I also helps to reduce the amount of entanglement at the beginning of our practice session and life in general.  Virtually all the great spiritual traditions tell us we need to transcend the ego.  It is certainly true we want to grow beyond our starting place when we are ready to do so.  But starting out with a negative judgmental attitude toward our starting place increases the difficulty in beginning that desired process of transcendence.  Acceptance doesn’t mean we turn away from our efforts to grow and develop.  It does mean we are trying to avoid unnecessary entanglement as we begin our practice.

Before we begin our work with the level 1 I let’s do a round of practice with the technique. 

1 Begin with a round of practice of katate-dori kokyu nage both uke and nage.


Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practice in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, one is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. We can work with the experience of I to improve our balance and integration. One way to approach this is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one of the three parts of the Imperial Regalia that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds 
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

We are using the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I” by turning this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Functionality that is healthier in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually, the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background noise and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as the one we did with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem and bringing it to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.  You can see in this painting by Van Gogh how strong the heavenly energies are and how truncated the earthly ones are.

So at this point let’s ask the question of both parts of the I, what is working well in our relationship and what would we like more of.   Experiencing wholeness of the “I” is an important check point before we begin to work toward deeper/fuller levels of I.  The question of when the experience of wholeness is good enough to move on is an important one.  While it is a subjective judgement, one simple approach is to say out loud, even if you are practicing alone, the answer to the question about the relationship each part of the I has with the other.  If it is difficult to formulate the statement or the experience of wholeness doesn’t seem to improve, then more time with the level 1 I may be needed.

  1. Let’s now go back to the technique and see if the more whole I practice we did is reflected in improved performance and satisfaction as you go through some repetitions. The technique is also a good form of feedback about whether we are ready to begin the process of moving to the level 2 I.
  • Get feedback on the technique, if there is an improved level of performance.

Conclusion

We have begun the process of development from a level 1 I to the deeper/fuller levels of I.  The starting point is to work with the level 1 I, so we can engage in the process of growth from a starting point of balance and integration.  This can help us to avoid magnifying internal conflicts as we achieve greater levels of personal power and broader interaction.  It is generally far easier to work to resolve inner conflict and related issues at level 1 than later in the process of growth.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:

Aikido and the Harmony of Nature by Mitsugi Saotome (pg. 183).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Continuing With a Multi-dimensional Experience of the Forged One

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 34). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we returned to our work with forging.  We expanded the focus to include forging in manifest and hidden dimensions of consciousness. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that can contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will continue to go through forging using the Aikido technique mune-tsuki irimi nage as our call-off.  We will focus on a multi-dimensional experience of the forged one in manifest, hidden and divine.  Forging is a process that goes on in every dimension of consciousness. 

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is during each pause after the inhalation and exhalation spend an extra moment relaxing the low back before beginning either the inhalation or exhalation. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When our practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms,  among them muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack-to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement, even if your performance improves. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of external conflict and internal separation. 

Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

We will continue our forging practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts of our system referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point.  It is an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of each person’s individual system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.

Today we will go through the forging process to include manifest, hidden and divine.  The first round of forging we will go through the entire process from clearing to birthing the forged one.  This round will focus on the manifest dimension.  In our second round on the hidden dimension and third round on the divine dimension we will only go through the birthing process itself.  Our goal is to experience the differences between forgings in each of these basic dimensions of consciousness.

 Clearing

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  Allow some time for breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Our Mission or the Call-Off

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pgs. 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

 The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific forging practice session to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

  1. Begin with a round of practice of mune-tsuki irimi nage both uke and nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.
  1. The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique/call off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

First, let’s spend a little time focusing on the manifest or physical.  Let’s start with the physical body and the physical world in your immediate surroundings. 

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is sufficient is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say each part of the call-off out loud, even if you are practicing by yourself.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

The practice involves the two parts of the call-off interacting with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement in general is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for integrating the call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

  1. A physical movement that has worked well for many people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.
  • Get feedback on the activated call-off in the manifest.

The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If you compare the forging process to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial. 

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line.

You may also have seen films of him in a mass attack with many ukes and notice he draws them into a space in which he can treat them as one attacker rather than many and throw them all at once.

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe- The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 76).

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. We want to specifically experience the circle of mune-tsuki irimi nage.  Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.  We also want to specifically experience the center of mune-tsuki irimi nage. 

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you did with the awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  One of our students, a master engineer, said it felt like interlocking gears.

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has a different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the aliveness of the space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.  Let’s go through mune-tsuki irimi nage and see what the aliveness of the space contributes to your experience.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.

  • Get feedback on what the experience of the alive space adds to the technique.

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to bring our experience of units, especially significant ones, into clearer conscious.  Being more conscious means embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system, the ingredients that make up you as the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  A call-off and space for a doctor will activate different energies than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed consciously.

Here are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie production or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can more often come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they are energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit mune-tsuki irimi nage, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.
  • Get feedback on what the unit adds to the experience of the technique.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, in the forging practice.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being and satisfaction. 

 

Now that the shift from Unit to I has happened we can work with the I experience to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one of the three parts of the Imperial Regalia that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds 
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”.  It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Functionality that is healthier in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a whole “I”, we can move on to the conclusion of the forging process.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.

  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined steam-like energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing, enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. Then go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing and performing the technique as the forged one.

 

  1. Let’s now make a transition from the manifest to the hidden dimension using our practice of energy flow between the hands, then to the universal post practice. This is described in more detail in some of our earlier practice sessions notes.  We then want to shift our focus from the body as a container of energy to the energy itself.  This will allow us to get a sense of the energy body counterpart to the manifest or physical body.  From here as an energy being we want to experience the energy world in which we find ourselves.      

 

  1. Now let’s repeat the forging process a second time as an energy being in an energy world. Then as the forged one in the hidden dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the manifest dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the hidden dimension.
  1. Now let’s transition from the hidden to the divine dimension. We will use our practice of the wu-ji posture from T’ai-chi.  Details on this part of the practice are in earlier class notes in this series.  We want to experience a divine body in the divine world.  Now let’s repeat the forging process a third time as a divine being in a divine world.   Then as the forged one in the divine dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the hidden dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the divine dimension.

 

Conclusion

We have just practiced a fuller experience of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience of the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:  repeat the forging process with a call-off of your choice in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions and see how your experience changes in each dimension and what is added to your experience and ability to manifest the call-off.  – The Heart of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 34).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Multi-dimensional Experience of the Forged One

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-Budo Secrets John Stevens-Precepts of Kyuzo Mifune Judo 10th dan (pgs. 30-31). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we worked on establishing a daily practice.  Our practice started with quieting the system.  We then worked on a healthy practice and then a vocal practice.  We concluded with a vigorous practice to lead us into the rest of our day.  Today we will return to our work with forging.  We will expand the focus to include forging in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions of consciousness. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that can contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will go through forging using the Aikido technique mune-tsuki irimi nage as our call-off.  We will focus on a multi-dimensional experience of the forged one in manifest, hidden and divine.  Forging is a process that goes on in every dimension of consciousness. 

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to try as an at home experience the practice from manifest, hidden and divine dimensions. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When our practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms,  among them muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack-to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement, even if your performance improves. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of external conflict and internal separation. 

Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

We will continue our forging practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts of our system referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point.  It is an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of each person’s individual system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.

Today we will go through the forging process to include manifest, hidden and divine.  The first round of forging we will go through the entire process from clearing to birthing the forged one.  This round will focus on the manifest dimension.  In our second round on the hidden dimension and third round on the divine dimension we will only go through the birthing process itself.  Our goal is to experience the differences between forgings in each of these basic dimensions of consciousness.

 Clearing

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  Allow some time for breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Our Mission or the Call-Off

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pgs. 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

 The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific forging practice session to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

  1. Begin with a round of practice of mune-tsuki irimi nage both uke and nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.
  1. The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique/call off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

First, let’s spend a little time focusing on the manifest or physical.  Let’s start with the physical body and the physical world in your immediate surroundings. 

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is sufficient is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say each part of the call-off out loud, even if you are practicing by yourself.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

The practice involves the two parts of the call-off interacting with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement in general is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for integrating the call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

  1. A physical movement that has worked well for many people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.
  • Get feedback on the activated call-off in the manifest.

The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If you compare the forging process to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial. 

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line.

You may also have seen films of him in a mass attack with many ukes and notice he draws them into a space in which he can treat them as one attacker rather than many and throw them all at once.

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe- The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 76).

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. We want to specifically experience the circle of mune-tsuki irimi nage.  Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.  We also want to specifically experience the center of mune-tsuki irimi nage. 

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you did with the awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  One of our students, a master engineer, said it felt like interlocking gears.

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has a different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the aliveness of the space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.  Let’s go through mune-tsuki irimi nage and see what the aliveness of the space contributes to your experience.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.

  • Get feedback on what the experience of the alive space adds to the technique.

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to bring our experience of units, especially significant ones, into clearer conscious.  Being more conscious means embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system, the ingredients that make up you as the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  A call-off and space for a doctor will activate different energies than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed consciously.

Here are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie production or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can more often come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they are energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit mune-tsuki irimi nage, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.
  • Get feedback on what the unit adds to the experience of the technique.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, in the forging practice.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being and satisfaction. 

 

Now that the shift from Unit to I has happened we can work with the I experience to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one of the three parts of the Imperial Regalia that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds 
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”.  It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Functionality that is healthier in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a whole “I”, we can move on to the conclusion of the forging process.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.

  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined steam-like energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing, enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. Then go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing and performing the technique as the forged one.

 

  1. Let’s now make a transition from the manifest to the hidden dimension using our practice of energy flow between the hands, then to the universal post practice. This is described in more detail in some of our earlier practice sessions notes.  We then want to shift our focus from the body as a container of energy to the energy itself.  This will allow us to get a sense of the energy body counterpart to the manifest or physical body.  From here as an energy being we want to experience the energy world in which we find ourselves.      

 

  1. Now let’s repeat the forging process a second time as an energy being in an energy world. Then as the forged one in the hidden dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the manifest dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the hidden dimension.
  1. Now let’s transition from the hidden to the divine dimension. We will use our practice of the wu-ji posture from T’ai-chi.  Details on this part of the practice are in earlier class notes in this series.  We want to experience a divine body in the divine world.  Now let’s repeat the forging process a third time as a divine being in a divine world.   Then as the forged one in the divine dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the hidden dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the divine dimension.

 

Conclusion

We have just practiced a fuller experience of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience of the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:  repeat the forging process with a call-off of your choice in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions and see how your experience changes in each dimension and what is added to your experience and ability to manifest the call-off.-The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 34).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Creating a Daily Practice

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-The Heart of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pgs. 69-70). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued to work on forging.  Our practice included experience of all the basic parts of our system involved in forging:  the call-off; the space; the unit and the I.  We added the focus of an Aikido technique katate-dori ikkyo as our call-off.  We focused our attention on experiencing the benefits of becoming the forged one with the resulting improvement in functionality and wellbeing. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

In our class today we will offer some principles and practices to allow the creation of your own daily practice if that interests you.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing will be based on feedback from everyone who has practiced misogi breathing. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Goal of a Daily Practice

The goal of a daily practice is something that is a highly individual choice.  The goal as well as the practice will also probably evolve over time.  Two goals that are good considerations to start with are maintaining a level of centering and awareness that is deep enough to provide a good foundation from which to begin practice sessions in any spiritual discipline either in a class or on your own.  While we all experience down days, a daily practice helps you to avoid the feeling that you are starting each practice session from ground zero.  Second it is a basis for growth and development moving forward with less resistance-The Twenty Guiding Principles of Karate-Gichin Funakoshi (pgs. 67-68) and Perfection of Character Teruyuki Okazaki (pgs. 101-106). 

A daily practice is a good way to help you realize the benefits of long term, in-depth practice.  A most important element in creating a daily practice is the time involved and contents of the practice have to fit your schedule and life style or you won’t be able to maintain it long term.  I will share some of the elements of my daily practice not to encourage you to follow them but as an example.

Elements of a Daily Practice

Starting With A Practice to Calm and Settle. 

O Sense talked about chinkon-ki shin, which means calming the spirit and returning to the source-The Secrets of Aikido John Stevens (pg. 53)- The Essence of Aikido (pgs. 97-98).   There is extensive practice information in the chapter on Chinkon-kishin in the book The Secrets of Aikido.  O Sensei’s practice of Breath of Heaven, Breath of Earth and Breath of Human Beings is detailed in the book Aikido the Way of Harmony by John Stevens (pgs. 29-36).   Linda Holiday’s wonderful book Journey to the Heart of Aikido has a detailed description of another one of O Sensei’s versions of this practice (pgs. 301-310).

  1. My settling practice is a standing meditation practice I learned from Professor Cheng. There is no reason to select this practice.  It is offered only as an example.  It is described in Prof. Cheng’s book The Thirteen Treatises on T’ai-chi Ch’uan Chapter (pgs. 30-33).
  • Feedback on practice.

Healthful Practice

One valuable part of a daily practice may include some form of healthful exercise.  There are a very wide variety of options available. One possible option is a yoga routine such as the Soorya Namaskar or Sun Salutation which is a series of 12 yoga postures that can be learned easily.  One source is The Complete Illustrated Book of Yoga by Swami Vishnudevananda (pgs. 69-79).  Another option is any martial art that has katas such as Karate, Kung-fu, Chi Gung or T’ai-chi.  The practice could also be a simple stretching routine as the Active Isolated Stretching Routine I use.

  1. We will go through the first four postures of the T’ai-chi form I practice as an example. I will also offer some T’ai-chi self- massage practices for the knees/kidneys and for digestion that I do after completing the T’ai-chi form. 

Kototama

O Sensei was a dedicated practitioner of kototama which in Japanese means spirit sounds.  Every spiritual tradition has some form of chanting or vocal training as part of their practice.  It is a form of spiritual attunement.  I have my practice of kototama at this point in my daily practice because I feel I am most open to creating attunement.

Two of John Steven’s books have details on kototama.  One is the The Secrets of Aikido (pgs. 145-148) and the other is The Essence of Aikido (pgs. 13-21). 

The practice doesn’t have to be vocalized out loud, but this does provide a certain kind of power and connection.

  1. We will practice the kototama that Nadeau Sensei learned from O Sensei and I learned from Nadeau Sensei. I have added some additional practices to it including the rowing exercise and kuji-kiri.  Again this is offered as a sample and you may find a practice that works better for you or that a vocalized practice isn’t something you want to include.

A Vigorous Practice

You may want to include a vigorous practice at the end of your daily practice as an invigorating way to start the rest of your day.  It can provide a mildly aerobic completion to your daily practice.

  1. I will share the misogi no ken and misogi no jo practice I use, but there are many other choices. It could be as simple as mild calisthenics or a ride on stationary bike. 

The final part of my daily practice is food for the mind with some spiritual reading.  We have all of history to choose from,  ranging from the oldest scriptures from India, China or Israel to modern writers such as Joseph Campbell.  The goal is to conclude your practice by creating a spiritual context for the remainder of the day.  Read whatever you select slowly and carefully so it makes a lasting impression you can carry through your day.

Conclusion

A daily practice you craft and allow to evolve over time can greatly enrich your day.  It can also provide a solid foundation for all forms of spiritual practices and help you to advance more easily and consistently.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:  Consider and try out the elements of a daily practice that you think will work well for you.

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Enhanced Functionality and Wellbeing as the Forged One

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-Budo Secrets John Stevens-Precepts of Kyuzo Mifune Judo 10th dan (pgs. 30-31). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued to work on forging.  Our practice included experience of all the basic parts of our system involved in forging:  the call-off; the space; the unit and the I.  We added the focus of an Aikido technique shomen-uchi irimi nage as our call-off.  We worked on identifying and resolving conflict within the I through a process of inner dialog.   We completed the class by going through the complete forging process. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that can contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will go through a basic round of forging  using the Aikido technique katate-dori ikkyo as our call-off.  We will focus on the experience of enhanced capability and wellbeing as the forged one.  The value of forging is not primarily in the process of forging but in the resulting improved functionality and sense of wellbeing as the forged one.  It is easy to lose sight of this because in a class we spend our time working on the process of becoming the forged one.  Today we want to spend more our time being the forged one with the resulting benefits.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is after each round of exhalation, pause and inhalation allow the spine to relax more and feel the spine lengthening as if there is more space between the vertebrae. 

 Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When our practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms among them muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack-to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement, even if your performance improves. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of external conflict and internal separation. 

Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

We will continue our forging practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts of our system referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point.  It is an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of each person’s individual system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.

Today we will move through the forging process a little more quickly that we have in previous classes so that we can experience the benefits in our ability to manifest and function more effectively as our call-off and enjoy the feeling of wellbeing that comes along with an integrated balanced system.

Clearing

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  Allow some time for breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Our Mission or the Call-Off

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pgs. 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific forging practice session to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

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  1. Begin with a round of practice of katate-dori ikkyo both uke and age. [/su_note]
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.

The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique/call off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

Go through the technique first with part one and then part two of the call-off.  What is your experience?

  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience as the forged one.

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is sufficient is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say each part of the call-off out loud, even when you are practicing by yourself.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

The practice involves the two parts of the call-off interacting with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement, in general, is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for integrating the call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

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  1. A physical movement that has worked well for many people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.[/su_note]
  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience of being the forged one.

The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If you compare the forging process to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial.

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line. 

 

You may also have seen films of him in a mass attack with many ukes and notice he draws them into a space in which he can treat them as one attacker rather than many and throw them all at once.

 

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

 

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe- The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 76).

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

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  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. We want to specifically experience the circle of katate-dori ikkyo.  Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.  We also want to specifically experience the center of katate-dori ikkyo. [/su_note]

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you did with the awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

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  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  One of our students who is a master engineer said it felt like interlocking gears.[/su_note]

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the aliveness of the space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.  Let’s go through katate-dori ikkyo and see what the alive space contributes to your experience.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.

  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience as the forged one.

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to bring our experience of units, especially significant ones, into clearer conscious.  Being more conscious means embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system, the ingredients that make up you as the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  A call-off and space for a doctor will activate different energies than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed consciously.

Here are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

The four count

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie production or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can more often come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they are energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit katate-dori ikkyo, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.
  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience as the forged one.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, in the forging practice.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being and satisfaction.  Let’s go through the technique and how the experience of it is different from the I perspective.
  • Feedback on how the I experience of the technique is different from the unit.

Now that the shift from Unit to I has happened we can work with the I experience to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one the three parts of the Imperial Regalia, that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”.  It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?
  • Bypass feedback to allow more time for the experience as the forged one.

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Healthy in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.
  • Bypass feedback to allow more time for the experience as the forged one.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a whole “I”, we can move on to the conclusion of the forging process.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.
  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. Then go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing the forged one.
  1. Now let’s repeat the forging process a second time and then go back to the technique and see if we experience better performance and a greater sense of wellbeing. A good daily practice helps to allow shifts in the forged one as the day progresses.  O Sensei had a very good daily practice so it took only a few moments to shift to the forged one of an Aikido class.
  • Get feedback on both performance and personal satisfaction in practicing katate-dori ikkyo.

Conclusion

This is the completion of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience of the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class: 

Repeat the forging process two or three times with the same call-off and spend some time functioning at this enhanced level with the call-off-Heart, Self and Soul The Sufi Psychology of Growth, Balance and Harmony Robert Frager (pg. 82).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

The Forging Process and Growth and Development

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-The Spirit of Aikido Kisshomaru Ueshiba (page 33). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued to work on forging.  Our practice included experience of all the basic parts of our system involved in forging:  the call-off; the space; the unit and the I.  We added the focus of an Aikido technique shomen-uchi irimi nage as our call-off.  We worked on identifying and resolving conflict within the I through a process of inner dialog.   We completed the class by going through the complete forging process. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that can contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will go through a basic round of forging continuing to use the Aikido technique shomen-uchi irimi nage as our call-off.  We will focus as we did during the last class on an inner dialog within the I to bring greater harmony within the I and the entire system.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to try the practice before bed for a couple of nights and see if it improves your sleeping. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out.
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air.
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When our practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms among them muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack-to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement, even if your performance improves. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of external conflict and internal separation. 

Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

We will continue our forging practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts of our system referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point.  It is an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of each person’s individual system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.

Today we will continue to focus our practice on experiencing and working with internal conflicts within the system.  In particular working during this practice with the I.  First, we will identify and then work to resolve the conflict which is a key to successfully experiencing our sense of personal wholeness.  It is also a key to continuing growth and development.  Internal conflict and the resulting entanglement make it much more difficult to move to more inclusive levels of consciousness and effectively function from them.    

Clearing

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  Allow some time for breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Our Mission or the Call-Off

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pgs. 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific forging practice session to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

  1. Begin with a round of practice of shomen-uchi irimi nage both uke and nage.
    • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.
  1. The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique/call off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

Go through the technique first with part one and then part two of the call-off.  What is your experience?

  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the internal dialog with the I.

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is sufficient is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say each part of the call-off out loud, even when you are practicing by yourself.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

The practice involves the two parts of the call-off interacting with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement in general is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for integrating the call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

  1. A physical movement that has worked well for many people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.
    • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the internal dialog with the I.

The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If you compare the forging process to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial. 

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line. 

You may also have seen films of him in a mass attack with many ukes and notice he draws them into a space in which he can treat them as one attacker rather than many and throw them all at once.

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

 

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe- The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 76).

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. We want to specifically experience the circle of shomen-uchi irmi nage.  Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.  We also want to specifically experience the center of shomen-uchi irmi nage. 

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you have with awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  One of our students who is a master engineer said it felt like interlocking gears.

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the aliveness of the space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.  Let’s go through the shomen-uchi irimi nage and see what the alive space contributes to your experience.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.

  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the internal dialog with the I.

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to bring our experience of units, especially significant ones, into clearer conscious.  Being more conscious means embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system, the ingredients that make up you as the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  A call-off and space for a doctor will activate different energies than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed consciously.

Here are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie production or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can more often come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they are energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit shomen-uchi irimi nage, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.

 

  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the internal dialog with the I.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, in the forging practice.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being and satisfaction.  Let’s go through the technique and how the experience of it is different from the I perspective.
  • Feedback on how the I experience of the technique is different from the unit.

Now that the shift from Unit to I has happened we can work with the I experience to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one the three parts of the Imperial Regalia, that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi page 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced another goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”.  It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?
  • Get feedback before moving on the body of I part of the practice.

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Healthy in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.
    • Get feedback on the body of I experience and how it is different from the mind of I.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
    • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

Let’s now look more closely at the interaction between the two parts of the I.  It will sometimes be the case that the thinking and feeling parts of us are not always in alignment.  When we experience this lack of alignment it is an opportunity to reach a much greater state of integration and wholeness.  To ignore the opportunity is to risk a less whole outcome in the manifesting of our call-off.  It also misses an opportunity for greater growth and development. 

  1. Let’s start by working from the perspective of the mind of I. As the mind of I asking the question:  What is working well in my relationship with the body of I and what would make it better?  Allow a moment or two of full presence and then notice what comes through.  What kind of statement did you receive?  Then reversing the process with the body of I asking the same question.  We now have the beginning of an internal dialog between these two parts of the I.  Then back to the technique to see how the dialog enhances your experience.

 

  1. The next step is to allow another moment or two of presence to let the benefits of this dialog come to fruition. How is your experience as I different as a result?   The going back to the technique and seeing how it impacted your performance. 

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a more whole “I”, we can move on to the conclusion of the forging process.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.
  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. Then go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing the forged one.
  • Conclusion

This is the completion of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience of the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:  repeat the forging process two or three times with the same call-off and see how each round of practice adds to your ability to manifest your call-off-Heart, Self and Soul The Sufi Psychology of Growth, Balance and Harmony Robert Frager (pg. 82).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

The Forging Process and Relief From Entanglement

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-The Essence of Aikido John Stevens (page 22). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we began a series of classes on the forging.  Our practice included experience of all the basic parts of our system involved in forging:  the call-off; the space; the unit and the I.  We completed the class by going through the forging process itself. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will go through a basic round of forging using the Aikido technique showmen-uchi irimi nage as our call-off. 

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to pay close attention to a quiet background that supports all parts of the breathing cycle.  This quiet background results in a more meditative experience when added to the experience of the breathing itself.   

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When the practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms from muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack, to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of internal conflict and separation. 

 Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

 We will continue our practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

Forging Goals

First

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point and an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of an individual’s system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.   

Clearing and Our Mission or the Call-Off

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  You are spending a few moments breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pages 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific practice session of forging to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off.  For example, today we are going to practice shomen-uchi irimi nage, this is our joint call-off for class today. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

  1. Begin with a round of practice of showmen-uchi irimi nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.
  1. The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is there is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say out loud, even if you are practicing by yourself what each part of the call-off is.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

Practice to have the two parts of the call-off interact with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement in general is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for the integrated call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

  1. A physical movement that has worked well for some people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the activated call-off.

 The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If the forging process can be compared to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial. 

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

 

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe.  .  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens page 76)

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you have with awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  I have a student who is a master engineer who said it felt like interlocking gears.

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the alive space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.  

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to make units especially significant ones more conscious.  This means being more conscious, in the sense of embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system that will be the ingredients that make up you the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  When you call-off and prepare a space as a doctor the energies will be different than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed.

There are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie script or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they represent energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit.  This perspective holds true not just on the energies but other parts of the system.  There are obvious and not so obvious (or more subtle) parts to it. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit showmen-uchi irimi nage, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.
  • Get feedback on the counts and whether they feel balanced and integrated and improve your capability.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

In the forging practice, the “I” has two parts.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being.
  • Feedback on how the I experience is different from the unit.

Now that shift from Unit to I has happened we want to give the I experience so it can improve its balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one the three parts of the Imperial Regalia, that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi page 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced another goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (or saw her true self) and restored the light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

 

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.*

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means: 

Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, that we call the mind of “I” for short. It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice the goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?
  • Get feedback before moving on the body of I part of the practice.

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Healthy in the sense we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.
  • Get feedback on the body of I experience and how it is different from the mind of I.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving  greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a more whole “I”, the forging process can move on to its conclusion.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual  attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.
  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. The go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing the forged one of each person’s call-off.

Conclusion

This is the completion of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience, the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma. 

Feedback and discussion on this series of classes.

Practice before next class:  select a call-off and go through the forging process. 

Dzogchen The Self-Perfected State Chogyal Namkhai Norbu (pg. 24).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.