Growth and Development of the I

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of. –The Art of Aikido Kisshomaru Ueshiba translated by John Stevens (pgs. 77-79). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we returned to our work with forging.  We expanded the focus to include forging in manifest and hidden dimensions of consciousness. 

Our goal with this series of classes was to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

Today we are starting a series of classes on the growth and development of the I.  Our goal in this series of classes is to focus on a direct experience of the growth potential of the I.  We will explore the growth potential of the I from our starting point at level 1 in two ways. 

First, is to work to improve the balance and integration of the I at level 1.  This is important because we want to avoid the growth of an unbalanced I.  As the I grows to deeper and fuller levels its capabilities also grow.  In an unbalanced I this increases the potential for greater levels of entanglement with resulting downstream problems.  The potential for greater levels of entanglement occur because of an increase in both the internal conflicts within the I and greater and more powerful kinds of interference by the I with other parts of the system.

Second, are the growth opportunities to move from the level 1 I to increasingly refined levels of the I.  These changes are so profound that we may want to change the name from I to soul; true self; atman; supreme identity or as O Sensei called it the most original self.  He regarded the most original self as the consciousness present even before the beginning of creation. 

In our class today we will use the Aikido technique katate-dori kokyu nage as our technique.    

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.
Our tip today on the misogi breathing is during the exhalation visualize exhaling all negativity from your system.  Then visualize inhaling a sense of freshness, health and wholeness and seeing that spread throughout your body, mind and spirit. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

 Working With the Level 1 I or Starting Place

Accepting Our Starting Place

It is important to accept our starting place and even to honor it.  Our level 1 I deserves that respect because it got us to the place where we can begin to train.  Acceptance of our level 1 I also helps to reduce the amount of entanglement at the beginning of our practice session and life in general.  Virtually all the great spiritual traditions tell us we need to transcend the ego.  It is certainly true we want to grow beyond our starting place when we are ready to do so.  But starting out with a negative judgmental attitude toward our starting place increases the difficulty in beginning that desired process of transcendence.  Acceptance doesn’t mean we turn away from our efforts to grow and develop.  It does mean we are trying to avoid unnecessary entanglement as we begin our practice.

Before we begin our work with the level 1 I let’s do a round of practice with the technique. 

1 Begin with a round of practice of katate-dori kokyu nage both uke and nage.


Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practice in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, one is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. We can work with the experience of I to improve our balance and integration. One way to approach this is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one of the three parts of the Imperial Regalia that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds 
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

We are using the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I” by turning this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Functionality that is healthier in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually, the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background noise and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as the one we did with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem and bringing it to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.  You can see in this painting by Van Gogh how strong the heavenly energies are and how truncated the earthly ones are.

So at this point let’s ask the question of both parts of the I, what is working well in our relationship and what would we like more of.   Experiencing wholeness of the “I” is an important check point before we begin to work toward deeper/fuller levels of I.  The question of when the experience of wholeness is good enough to move on is an important one.  While it is a subjective judgement, one simple approach is to say out loud, even if you are practicing alone, the answer to the question about the relationship each part of the I has with the other.  If it is difficult to formulate the statement or the experience of wholeness doesn’t seem to improve, then more time with the level 1 I may be needed.

  1. Let’s now go back to the technique and see if the more whole I practice we did is reflected in improved performance and satisfaction as you go through some repetitions. The technique is also a good form of feedback about whether we are ready to begin the process of moving to the level 2 I.
  • Get feedback on the technique, if there is an improved level of performance.

Conclusion

We have begun the process of development from a level 1 I to the deeper/fuller levels of I.  The starting point is to work with the level 1 I, so we can engage in the process of growth from a starting point of balance and integration.  This can help us to avoid magnifying internal conflicts as we achieve greater levels of personal power and broader interaction.  It is generally far easier to work to resolve inner conflict and related issues at level 1 than later in the process of growth.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:

Aikido and the Harmony of Nature by Mitsugi Saotome (pg. 183).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Continuing With a Multi-dimensional Experience of the Forged One

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 34). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we returned to our work with forging.  We expanded the focus to include forging in manifest and hidden dimensions of consciousness. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that can contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will continue to go through forging using the Aikido technique mune-tsuki irimi nage as our call-off.  We will focus on a multi-dimensional experience of the forged one in manifest, hidden and divine.  Forging is a process that goes on in every dimension of consciousness. 

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is during each pause after the inhalation and exhalation spend an extra moment relaxing the low back before beginning either the inhalation or exhalation. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When our practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms,  among them muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack-to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement, even if your performance improves. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of external conflict and internal separation. 

Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

We will continue our forging practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts of our system referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point.  It is an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of each person’s individual system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.

Today we will go through the forging process to include manifest, hidden and divine.  The first round of forging we will go through the entire process from clearing to birthing the forged one.  This round will focus on the manifest dimension.  In our second round on the hidden dimension and third round on the divine dimension we will only go through the birthing process itself.  Our goal is to experience the differences between forgings in each of these basic dimensions of consciousness.

 Clearing

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  Allow some time for breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Our Mission or the Call-Off

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pgs. 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

 The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific forging practice session to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

  1. Begin with a round of practice of mune-tsuki irimi nage both uke and nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.
  1. The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique/call off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

First, let’s spend a little time focusing on the manifest or physical.  Let’s start with the physical body and the physical world in your immediate surroundings. 

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is sufficient is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say each part of the call-off out loud, even if you are practicing by yourself.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

The practice involves the two parts of the call-off interacting with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement in general is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for integrating the call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

  1. A physical movement that has worked well for many people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.
  • Get feedback on the activated call-off in the manifest.

The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If you compare the forging process to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial. 

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line.

You may also have seen films of him in a mass attack with many ukes and notice he draws them into a space in which he can treat them as one attacker rather than many and throw them all at once.

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe- The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 76).

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. We want to specifically experience the circle of mune-tsuki irimi nage.  Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.  We also want to specifically experience the center of mune-tsuki irimi nage. 

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you did with the awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  One of our students, a master engineer, said it felt like interlocking gears.

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has a different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the aliveness of the space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.  Let’s go through mune-tsuki irimi nage and see what the aliveness of the space contributes to your experience.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.

  • Get feedback on what the experience of the alive space adds to the technique.

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to bring our experience of units, especially significant ones, into clearer conscious.  Being more conscious means embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system, the ingredients that make up you as the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  A call-off and space for a doctor will activate different energies than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed consciously.

Here are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie production or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can more often come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they are energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit mune-tsuki irimi nage, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.
  • Get feedback on what the unit adds to the experience of the technique.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, in the forging practice.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being and satisfaction. 

 

Now that the shift from Unit to I has happened we can work with the I experience to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one of the three parts of the Imperial Regalia that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds 
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”.  It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Functionality that is healthier in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a whole “I”, we can move on to the conclusion of the forging process.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.

  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined steam-like energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing, enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. Then go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing and performing the technique as the forged one.

 

  1. Let’s now make a transition from the manifest to the hidden dimension using our practice of energy flow between the hands, then to the universal post practice. This is described in more detail in some of our earlier practice sessions notes.  We then want to shift our focus from the body as a container of energy to the energy itself.  This will allow us to get a sense of the energy body counterpart to the manifest or physical body.  From here as an energy being we want to experience the energy world in which we find ourselves.      

 

  1. Now let’s repeat the forging process a second time as an energy being in an energy world. Then as the forged one in the hidden dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the manifest dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the hidden dimension.
  1. Now let’s transition from the hidden to the divine dimension. We will use our practice of the wu-ji posture from T’ai-chi.  Details on this part of the practice are in earlier class notes in this series.  We want to experience a divine body in the divine world.  Now let’s repeat the forging process a third time as a divine being in a divine world.   Then as the forged one in the divine dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the hidden dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the divine dimension.

 

Conclusion

We have just practiced a fuller experience of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience of the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:  repeat the forging process with a call-off of your choice in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions and see how your experience changes in each dimension and what is added to your experience and ability to manifest the call-off.  – The Heart of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 34).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Multi-dimensional Experience of the Forged One

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-Budo Secrets John Stevens-Precepts of Kyuzo Mifune Judo 10th dan (pgs. 30-31). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we worked on establishing a daily practice.  Our practice started with quieting the system.  We then worked on a healthy practice and then a vocal practice.  We concluded with a vigorous practice to lead us into the rest of our day.  Today we will return to our work with forging.  We will expand the focus to include forging in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions of consciousness. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that can contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will go through forging using the Aikido technique mune-tsuki irimi nage as our call-off.  We will focus on a multi-dimensional experience of the forged one in manifest, hidden and divine.  Forging is a process that goes on in every dimension of consciousness. 

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to try as an at home experience the practice from manifest, hidden and divine dimensions. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When our practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms,  among them muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack-to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement, even if your performance improves. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of external conflict and internal separation. 

Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

We will continue our forging practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts of our system referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point.  It is an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of each person’s individual system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.

Today we will go through the forging process to include manifest, hidden and divine.  The first round of forging we will go through the entire process from clearing to birthing the forged one.  This round will focus on the manifest dimension.  In our second round on the hidden dimension and third round on the divine dimension we will only go through the birthing process itself.  Our goal is to experience the differences between forgings in each of these basic dimensions of consciousness.

 Clearing

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  Allow some time for breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Our Mission or the Call-Off

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pgs. 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

 The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific forging practice session to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

  1. Begin with a round of practice of mune-tsuki irimi nage both uke and nage.
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.
  1. The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique/call off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

First, let’s spend a little time focusing on the manifest or physical.  Let’s start with the physical body and the physical world in your immediate surroundings. 

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is sufficient is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say each part of the call-off out loud, even if you are practicing by yourself.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

The practice involves the two parts of the call-off interacting with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement in general is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for integrating the call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

  1. A physical movement that has worked well for many people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.
  • Get feedback on the activated call-off in the manifest.

The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If you compare the forging process to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial. 

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line.

You may also have seen films of him in a mass attack with many ukes and notice he draws them into a space in which he can treat them as one attacker rather than many and throw them all at once.

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe- The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 76).

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. We want to specifically experience the circle of mune-tsuki irimi nage.  Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.  We also want to specifically experience the center of mune-tsuki irimi nage. 

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you did with the awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  One of our students, a master engineer, said it felt like interlocking gears.

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has a different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the aliveness of the space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.  Let’s go through mune-tsuki irimi nage and see what the aliveness of the space contributes to your experience.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.

  • Get feedback on what the experience of the alive space adds to the technique.

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to bring our experience of units, especially significant ones, into clearer conscious.  Being more conscious means embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system, the ingredients that make up you as the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  A call-off and space for a doctor will activate different energies than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed consciously.

Here are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie production or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can more often come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they are energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit mune-tsuki irimi nage, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.
  • Get feedback on what the unit adds to the experience of the technique.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, in the forging practice.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being and satisfaction. 

 

Now that the shift from Unit to I has happened we can work with the I experience to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one of the three parts of the Imperial Regalia that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds 
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”.  It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Functionality that is healthier in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a whole “I”, we can move on to the conclusion of the forging process.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.

  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined steam-like energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing, enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. Then go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing and performing the technique as the forged one.

 

  1. Let’s now make a transition from the manifest to the hidden dimension using our practice of energy flow between the hands, then to the universal post practice. This is described in more detail in some of our earlier practice sessions notes.  We then want to shift our focus from the body as a container of energy to the energy itself.  This will allow us to get a sense of the energy body counterpart to the manifest or physical body.  From here as an energy being we want to experience the energy world in which we find ourselves.      

 

  1. Now let’s repeat the forging process a second time as an energy being in an energy world. Then as the forged one in the hidden dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the manifest dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the hidden dimension.
  1. Now let’s transition from the hidden to the divine dimension. We will use our practice of the wu-ji posture from T’ai-chi.  Details on this part of the practice are in earlier class notes in this series.  We want to experience a divine body in the divine world.  Now let’s repeat the forging process a third time as a divine being in a divine world.   Then as the forged one in the divine dimension let’s go back to the technique and see how our experience of the technique changes from the hidden dimension.
  • Get feedback on the experience of mune-tsuki irimi nage in the divine dimension.

 

Conclusion

We have just practiced a fuller experience of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience of the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class:  repeat the forging process with a call-off of your choice in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions and see how your experience changes in each dimension and what is added to your experience and ability to manifest the call-off.-The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 34).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Enhanced Functionality and Wellbeing as the Forged One

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of-Budo Secrets John Stevens-Precepts of Kyuzo Mifune Judo 10th dan (pgs. 30-31). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued to work on forging.  Our practice included experience of all the basic parts of our system involved in forging:  the call-off; the space; the unit and the I.  We added the focus of an Aikido technique shomen-uchi irimi nage as our call-off.  We worked on identifying and resolving conflict within the I through a process of inner dialog.   We completed the class by going through the complete forging process. 

Our goal with this series of classes is to deepen both our understanding and experience of the forging process and its benefits.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that can contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will go through a basic round of forging  using the Aikido technique katate-dori ikkyo as our call-off.  We will focus on the experience of enhanced capability and wellbeing as the forged one.  The value of forging is not primarily in the process of forging but in the resulting improved functionality and sense of wellbeing as the forged one.  It is easy to lose sight of this because in a class we spend our time working on the process of becoming the forged one.  Today we want to spend more our time being the forged one with the resulting benefits.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is after each round of exhalation, pause and inhalation allow the spine to relax more and feel the spine lengthening as if there is more space between the vertebrae. 

 Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido. 

Entanglement

One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When our practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms among them muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack-to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Entanglement is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  For example when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement, even if your performance improves. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of external conflict and internal separation. 

Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

We will continue our forging practice in a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts of our system referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point.  It is an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of each person’s individual system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.

Today we will move through the forging process a little more quickly that we have in previous classes so that we can experience the benefits in our ability to manifest and function more effectively as our call-off and enjoy the feeling of wellbeing that comes along with an integrated balanced system.

Clearing

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  Allow some time for breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Our Mission or the Call-Off

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pgs. 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific forging practice session to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

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  1. Begin with a round of practice of katate-dori ikkyo both uke and age. [/su_note]
  • Get feedback on the technique to establish a baseline to be used for comparison as the practice progresses.

The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the technique/call off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will be your experience when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

Go through the technique first with part one and then part two of the call-off.  What is your experience?

  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience as the forged one.

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is sufficient is subjective but you are looking for a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say each part of the call-off out loud, even when you are practicing by yourself.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

The practice involves the two parts of the call-off interacting with each other.  Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  One significant barrier to achievement, in general, is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for integrating the call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

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  1. A physical movement that has worked well for many people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the experience of the activated call-off enhances your performance.[/su_note]
  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience of being the forged one.

The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If you compare the forging process to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial.

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line. 

 

You may also have seen films of him in a mass attack with many ukes and notice he draws them into a space in which he can treat them as one attacker rather than many and throw them all at once.

 

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

 

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe- The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens (pg. 76).

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

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  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. We want to specifically experience the circle of katate-dori ikkyo.  Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.  We also want to specifically experience the center of katate-dori ikkyo. [/su_note]

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you did with the awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

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  1. Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other. The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  One of our students who is a master engineer said it felt like interlocking gears.[/su_note]

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.  Now let’s go back to the technique and see how the aliveness of the space contributes to better performance and greater satisfaction.  Let’s go through katate-dori ikkyo and see what the alive space contributes to your experience.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.

  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience as the forged one.

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to bring our experience of units, especially significant ones, into clearer conscious.  Being more conscious means embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system, the ingredients that make up you as the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  A call-off and space for a doctor will activate different energies than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed consciously.

Here are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

The four count

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie production or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can more often come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they are energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit katate-dori ikkyo, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4. Then go back to the technique and see the now embodied functioning unit contributes to your performance.
  • By pass feedback so we can spend more time on the experience as the forged one.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we are working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

The “I” has two parts, in the forging practice.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.  Our shorthand name for the awareness part of the I is the mind of I.   The second part of the I is the more experiential feeling part.  The feeling part has a more inward focus.  Our shorthand name for the experiential part of the I is the body of I.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being and satisfaction.  Let’s go through the technique and how the experience of it is different from the I perspective.
  • Feedback on how the I experience of the technique is different from the unit.

Now that the shift from Unit to I has happened we can work with the I experience to improve our balance and integration.  One way to approach this in the forging process is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one is related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one the three parts of the Imperial Regalia, that was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.    

O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred to the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi pg. 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods and goddesses in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced one of the goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (seeing her true self) and restored light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, the mind of “I”.  It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice our goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?
  • Bypass feedback to allow more time for the experience as the forged one.

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Healthy in the sense that we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to the body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.
  • Bypass feedback to allow more time for the experience as the forged one.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I. Then go back to the technique and see what the more whole I adds to your experience.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a whole “I”, we can move on to the conclusion of the forging process.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.
  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off. Then go back to the technique.  What is your experience of doing the technique as the forged one?
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing the forged one.
  1. Now let’s repeat the forging process a second time and then go back to the technique and see if we experience better performance and a greater sense of wellbeing. A good daily practice helps to allow shifts in the forged one as the day progresses.  O Sensei had a very good daily practice so it took only a few moments to shift to the forged one of an Aikido class.
  • Get feedback on both performance and personal satisfaction in practicing katate-dori ikkyo.

Conclusion

This is the completion of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience of the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma.

Feedback and discussion.

Practice before next class: 

Repeat the forging process two or three times with the same call-off and spend some time functioning at this enhanced level with the call-off-Heart, Self and Soul The Sufi Psychology of Growth, Balance and Harmony Robert Frager (pg. 82).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.

Functionality of the Void and the Unit

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued to practice with the energies of the unit:  idea; structure; intuitive principle and unifying energy.  Our practice expanded to experience the unit in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions of consciousness and we continued to work toward an increasingly deeper experience of the void than in the previous classes.  Our Aikido technique was katate-dori ikkyo.  We practiced to experience the technique in manifest, hidden, divine and the void both as uke and nage.  Our focus on the void took two forms:  the void as a distinct experience from the creation and the void as a non-dual experience that transcended the distinction between the relative and the absolute.

Our continuing goal was to experience the difference in the unit in each realm and see how they could benefit and complement each other.  We want to explore the nature of functionality in each of these states of consciousness.   

The unit is the part of ourselves that contains the skills and abilities necessary to accomplish the tasks for which that unit is created.  The energetic content of the unit is based on the skills necessary to perform that particular function and therefore will vary from unit to unit.  Performing brain surgery is a very different unit than running a marathon.  Being a parent is very different than being the CEO of a company.  One of the most commonly asked questions in Aikido is, why is it so difficult to transfer the good feeling I get in class to other activities?  One response is the energies of Aikido are unique to Aikido.  The chemistry is the same but the chemicals (energies of the unit) are different in each situation.

The unit is the clothing we wear to accomplish particular tasks or assume particular roles.  O Sensei called the unit haku-Essence of Aikido (pg.27). 

This process as I of “inhabiting” particular units is often unconscious.  When we walk to our car to drive home, that is a unit, one to which we don’t generally give much attention.  Some basic units are much more a part of our identity than others.  Examples include your choice of work; your place in a family or other important social groups. 

The overall goal of this series of classes is to help create a more balanced and integrated unit that functions better and  allows a better forging to occur between the I and the unit resulting in better performance and more personal satisfaction. 

Our goal initially, has been to experience the basic parts of the unit and their interaction with each other.  It is in this conscious interaction that a real opportunity for a balanced and integrated unit exists.  If the basic parts of the unit are not consciously experienced we may miss important elements of the unit and therefore start from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness.  Our best experience is not available for the task at hand.  If this fragmentation is not addressed we will experience the downstream negative effects of that fragmentation, in reduced performance and satisfaction. 

One way fragmentation occurs is when action is taken from only some of the energies of the unit that are the most readily available to our experience.  An example is, we get a good idea of taking action and don’t allow an experience of the other energies that make up the unit of that idea.  We may then run out of energy and can’t complete the task well or at all.  This can happen when the idea or one of the other energies of the unit is put in a position of carrying the whole task of performance.  A fully formed unit is much more likely to produce the outcome we envision. 

O Sensei laid out the parts of a fully integrated unit-Essence of Aikido (pgs. 32-33).  He called them the four souls and the eight powers. 

The four souls are:  the intelligent soul; the rough soul; the gentle soul and the optimistic soul. 

The eight powers are:  movement and calm; release and solidification; retraction and extension and unification and division.

These are high level examples of what makes up a fully functioning unit.  We are going to work with this four count model and apply it specifically to the units we experience.    

As stated earlier, the version of the four counts of the unit with which we will work in this series of classes is:  the idea; the structure; the intuitive element and the unifying principle.  The first two energies we refer to as the obvious ones.  They come up easily and often.  What is my goal and how will I achieve it?  The second two we call the not so obvious because they often need specific focus in order to be consciously experienced. 

One example of the four counts is the task of building a house.  Energy 1-the idea-is like the architect who does the design and provides the blueprint.  Energy 2-is the contractor who actually builds the house using the blueprint from the architect as a guide and a starting point.  Energy 3-is the interior designer who crafts the living space so the house is not only livable but a pleasure to live in.  Energy 4-is the overall manager who brings the other three together into a fully working unit. 

One very important principle throughout this series is that every unit has value and especially our initial unit!

We will use a kata like version of a basic Aikido technique as our physical reference. 

We have focused on laying out a map of consciousness and practiced how to navigate on that map.  We all know that the map is not the territory.  Keeping that in mind, we have shifted to a more experiential practice utilizing what we have gained from the previous classes.  We will still refer to the map but in a less reflective way and put more focus on the experiential, relying on our previous practice with the map to help us to navigate it.

Noel Burch, educational trainer, developed a model of mastering a skill called the Four Stages of Competence.  The four stages are:  unconsciousness incompetence-I don’t know what I don’t know; conscious incompetence-I know what I don’t know; conscious competence-I know what I know and unconscious competence-I can manifest what I know without having to think about it.  In this class and the previous classes we are moving through this process to conscious competence and the early stages of unconscious competence.  At this final stage our ability to function as a balanced and integrated unit can happen without reflection on the four counts.  When we then move to the next level of that unit the process is repeated perhaps skipping the first stage of unconscious incompetence.  When changing from one unit to another we may go back to the first stage of unconscious incompetence.

Aikido is an art that teaches us to productively deal with feedback, both positive and negative in a healthy way.  The feedback helps to emphasize the positive part of our experience and works to improve negative experience.

We will add to the practices we started in our earlier classes of working with a multi-dimensional experience of the unit; including manifest, hidden and divine, by adding the integrating experience of the void.  The void is an experience of transcendence and inclusion that is valuable in and of itself.  It also can help us to improve the unit’s performance. 

The void is that aspect of existence which is most basic.  It is most basic in that it is the source of all aspects of the creation but is not “created” itself.  It is ever present and unchanging.  One way to approach understanding the void is a principle called the two truths doctrine The Religion of Tomorrow Ken Wilbur (pgs. 23 and 164). 

As we move into an experience of the void at first it is an experience of the absolute unchanging state.  As our experience of the void gets more and more full it reaches a state of non-duality where even the distinction between the relative and absolute realms is transcended.  It is important to understand that while the experience of the void transcends rational thought it is not going back to a child-like pre-rational state.  Ken Wilbur explains the difference between a transpersonal refined state of consciousness and a more childlike state of oceanic absorption-Sex, Ecology and Spirituality (pgs. 210-212).  In his own very direct way Musashi is making a similar point in The Book of Five Rings we quoted in a previous class.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to pay close attention to your posture at each part of the practice.  This helps with the basics of breathing as well as absorbing the energies throughout the body.    

 Five Principles for Ki Breathing

More Integrative Experience of the Void and the Unit

Today we will use the basic Aikido technique katate-dori irimi nage as our practice technique.  Please refer to the video of the technique on our Facebook Group for a clear visual of the movement.  Our goal today is to expand the practice with the unit in all three basic dimensions of consciousness:  manifest; hidden and divine and continue to deepen our experience of the void, specifically how the experience of the void enhances your performance as the unit.  Details about these dimensions are available in class notes and videos on our dojo web site.  We will move through the first three-the manifest, hidden and divine-a little more quickly as we have been so we can spend more time on the void to get to an even deeper experience than we did in our last class and allow some time for discussion as we complete this series of classes on the unit.

  1. Let’s begin with a round of katate-dori irimi nage in the manifest. Start by just focusing on the experience of your body.  What part of your body attracts your attention?  Then shifting the focus from the body to your current physical environment, what attracts your attention there? 

This provides an initial experience of you as a physical being in a physical world.  Then let’s focus on the physical experience of you both as the uke and nage.  Uke stepping in with a grab for the hand and then nage stepping back creating a circle and then stepping back in and throwing.  What is your experience?  Feel the depth of contact with your partner’s entire body.  What energies are called up in your system as you step in and throw?

Now let’s shift to the hidden dimension of subtle energies.  We can make the shift from manifest/physical to hidden/energetic through our basic practice of feeling energy flow between our hands and then using the universal post practice by opening the hands and arms in a circle to feel a fuller sense of the energy body.  Then to complete the transition let’s go to our circle/center practice to experience ourselves as an energy being in an energy world.  What energies in your system does this practice bring up?  Then let’s go back to the technique both as uke and nage to see how your experience of this unit changes in the hidden dimension. 

Now let’s shift to the divine dimension of creative emptiness.  We can use the circle/center practice to enter a state of deep quiet.  This quiet is a doorway to the divine dimension of creative emptiness.  The divine body in the divine world is like an outline of a potential body, but is still a real body with real experience.  What divine energies in your system does the practice bring up?  Then let’s go back to the technique and see how your experience of this unit changes in the divine dimension.

    • Get feedback-your experience of the technique in the manifest, hidden and divine dimensions? How are they different from each other? 
  1. Now we will move to the experience of the void. To begin let’s go back to the circle/center practice and to that place of great quiet. Within that space of great quiet allow the void to fill that space.  This is a doorway to the direct experience of the void.  It is most important to maintain your center as there are no external reference points in the void.  One approach to maintaining an experience of center is that center in an infinite unchanging space is everywhere. Each point is equidistant from all other points.  Therefore every place in the void is center. 

To translate this principle into experience let’s use a practice of mirroring- The Looking Glass God Nahum Stiskin (pgs. 100, 121-123, 126).   All parts of the void mirror each other equally.  This allows a fullness of experience and having a center as a reference point.  To move from this experience to a practice of functionality in the void, let’s refer back to O Sensei’s description-The Secret Teachings of Aikido (pg. 53).  This is the foundation for experiencing the seeming paradox of functionality in the void-Foundations of Tibetan Mysticism Lama Anagarika Govinda (pg.222).  Here we can experience the Vajra of body of the void.  Let’s now go back to the technique of katate-dori irimi nage from the void.

    • What is your experience? How is it unique when compared with the previous experiences of the technique?  Did doing technique from the experience of the void actually improve your performance?
  1. We can now move from an experience of the void as something distinct from the creation to an even more inclusive experience that transcends even the distinction between relative and absolute. O Sensei and many other spiritual traditions refer to this as the experience of pure light-The Heart of Aikido (pgs. 48-49).  To move from the poetry of O Sensei’s description to a direct experience we can start with the experience of all parts of the void mirroring each other.  As full and unifying as this experience is we can allow it to progress to the point that light from the experience of universal mirroring fills the void.  This moves beyond the movement of light between parts of the void to a state of completeness.  O Sensei called this Hikari-The Essence of Aikido (pg. 94).  From this place of non-dual experience let’s go back to katate-dori irimi nage and practice with the functionality provided by this unifying experience.  How does this deeper experience of the void improve your functionality?
    • What is your experience? How is it unique when compared with the previous experiences of the technique?  Did doing technique from this unifying experience from the void actually improve your performance?

Conclusion

In this class we continued to extend our practice of the unit to include a more complete experience of the void and its capacity to improve our functional capabilities.  Our goal was to experience the unit in each of these three basic dimensions and in the void.  We also wanted to focus on how they can be of benefit to each other and to you as a whole person.   

Feedback and discussion on this series of classes.

Practice before next class: 

Review the forging process if you are familiar with it. 

A Light on Transmission Mitsugi Saotome (pg. 21).

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Forging Process In-depth

I appreciate everyone participating in this new format and welcome to everyone coming for the first time.  We are working to keep our regular class schedule going so it will be easier to return to our training together.

Please share any comments, suggestions or questions.

This difficult time; while we wish it was not going on, is an opportunity to deepen our practice by appreciating what is really important to us and what we can let go of

  • Your mind should be in harmony with the functioning of the universe.
  • Your body should be in tune with the movement of the universe.
  • Body and mind should be one with ki, unified with the activity of the universe.

These three principles must be practiced in unison.  These three types of forging will help you understand true universal principles, help make your mind bright and clear, and keep your body healthy.”  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens page 127). 

Introduction

In our last on-line class we completed the series of classes on the unit.  Our practice included experience of the unit in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions and the void.  Our Aikido technique was katate-dori irimi nage. 

Our continuing goal was to experience the difference in the unit in each realm and see how they could benefit and complement each other.

Today we will start a series of classes on the forging process.  This series will build on the work we did in the previous classes on the I and the Unit.

The forging process is designed to bring together all the parts of our system that contribute to an experience of wholeness and functionality in whatever areas of our lives we wish to focus at a given point in time. 

In our class today we will go through a basic round of forging without reference to a specific Aikido technique.  Our focus will be on a particular objective or call off selected by each person in the class.  In later classes we will use a basic technique in a kata form as the focus of our forging practice.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to pay close attention to the moment when the inhalation part of the cycle is beginning.  Slow down the inhalation to allow it to lengthen.  There is a tendency to inhale quickly which can reduce the amount of breath you can inhale.  The longer, slower inhalation helps to increase the amount of air you can breathe in without creating strain.   

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling

Forging Basics

Forging is a practice of cleansing (misogi), balance, integration and evolution through the practice of Aikido.  One primary barrier to this integrated growth is a state of entanglement. 

We all have goals and desires that motivate our short and long term choices and actions.  These goals are both conscious ones that we consider important to our feelings of happiness and success and unconscious ones based on our upbringing and the challenges presented in daily life. 

Aikido techniques are an effective metaphor for both our desire to perform well in all aspects of life and a source of feedback to evaluate how successfully we are achieving our goals.

When we fall short of our own standards, as well as those imposed on us, we may respond in an effort to do better.  When the practice of an Aikido technique provides feedback that we did not perform it well, we often try “harder.”  This can take many forms from muscular effort to overcome our partner’s resistance-to blaming our partner for the poor quality of their attack, to putting our mind elsewhere and letting the body run on automatic pilot.

These are all examples of responses that produce entanglement.  Forging is a practice that opens and temporarily separates our system into its basic parts.  Each part can be cleansed and balanced, like tuning the parts of an engine.  The next step is to put the parts back together into a more integrated, functional whole.

The importance of purification (misogi); balance, and growth are all key principles in O Sensei’s writings and lectures. 

“Cleanse the body and spirit by removing all malice, selfishness, and desire.”  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens pg. 97).

 What we will practice is a step by step process of working toward the goals and benefits O Sensei said were inherent in the practice of Aikido. 

The parts referred to in forging are not meant to be a statement of “metaphysical truth” but are offered as a training framework to achieve two goals.

First, to provide a structure that can be utilized in a training process. 

Second, the structure is designed to help each person get in touch with the EXPERIENCE of how their system actually works.  The structure in the forging practice is a starting point and an approximation to get started in the process of forging.  No external practice can exactly match the functioning experience of an individual’s system.

The underlying premise of forging is that the health (inner harmony) of our system and the way we live are an interconnected whole.  Like the ingredients in a recipe if one part is not right it colors the whole. 

So with this introduction let’s start the practice of forging.   

Clearing and Our Mission or the Call-Off

Before starting the forging process it is helpful to clear.  This is a simple process of spending a few moments relaxing and letting the system calm and relax.  You are spending a few moments breathing and relaxing, feeling the entire body, especially the back, legs and feet. It is wiping the board clean or starting with a clean canvas.  Even just a few minutes of clearing will often make the practice easier and more productive.

Each and every person has a mission that they should accomplish for the sake of their nation, and then for the sake of the community of human-kind.  But before that can be accomplished one must put one’s own house in order.  If this is not done, accomplishment of greater missions will never occur.  (The Heart of Aikido pages 75 and 76).

We can look at his statement as having two parts.  First, we each have talents, abilities and interests that prepare us to accomplish a mission that benefits humanity.  It could be a large world affirming mission like the creation and spreading of Aikido or a mission to help our family or local community, such as a scientist, doctor or police officer.

Second are the smaller missions that will help us to achieve the larger mission.  These smaller missions may range from getting the proper education, to the routine activities of daily life that go into achieving our goals. 

The Call-Off

The practice of forging identifies both the larger and smaller missions as the “call-off.”

The call-off is a way to focus a specific practice session of forging to further our mission, whether small or big.  In an Aikido class the selection of a particular technique is a call-off.  For example, today we are going to practice shiho-nage rather than ikkyo. 

The forging process can be used to focus a particular round of practice on anything large or small from improving your diet to world peace.

In general, the larger the call-off you make the more intense the energies that the practice will mobilize.  A good approach to the practice of forging is to start small and develop a comfort with the practice before working on larger missions.

  1. Each person selects their call-off.

The call-off part of the practice has two parts.

Part one:

Part one is the more awareness oriented part.  In this part the goal is to visualize in your mind’s eye how you will look when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested. 

Part two:

Part two is the feeling or experiential part of the call-off.  Here you are asking the question what will you feel like when the call-off is fully and functionally manifested?

It may take some practice to work with each of these parts.  Often either the awareness or feeling part of the call-off comes more naturally than the other.  Some people are more naturally awareness or thinking people and others more feeling people.  Giving the one that is less natural more practice time will usually be enough to achieve a balance between them.  Deciding when the balance is there is subjective but is a sense of about equal fullness or vividness of experience.  One way to check for that fullness is to say out loud, even if you are practicing by yourself what each part of the call-off is.  If one comes out clearly and easily and the other is more difficult to say, then a little more practice with that one is probably needed.

Activated Call-Off

Once there a good balance between awareness and feeling you can move forward with the next part of the practice.

Practice having the two parts of the call-off interact with each other. Awareness and feeling reach out like two people shaking hands or embracing to achieve a connection.  A physical movement that has worked well for some people is to stand or sit and move the hands and arms up and down.  Up from the feet represents feeling and down from the head represents awareness.  The idea is to achieve an integration of the awareness and feeling.

One significant barrier to achievement, in general, is to try and move forward with only one of the two.  Awareness alone lacks the emotional energy that feeling provides.  Feeling alone lacks the directionality and perspective that awareness provides. 

The term used in forging for the integrated call-off is an activated call-off.  This means the call-off has the capability to wake-up/activate the parts of your system that will contribute to the full and functional manifestation of the call-off, to make it a functional reality.

  • Get feedback on the experience of the activated call-off

 The Space

The next part of the system used in the forging process is called the space.  If the forging process can be compared to a stage play, the space is the stage on which the actors perform.  If you compare the forging process to baking a cake, the call-off is the recipe and the space is the mixing bowl.

Having a good space in which to practice the rest of the forging process, like having a balance between awareness and feeling, really helps to make the practice more beneficial. 

You may have seen films of O Sensei in which he does a practice with a jo or fan, sometimes called the misogi kata.  The two basic movements he does are making a circle around his body and spiraling the jo up and down in front of his spine to establish a center line.

To understand Aikido, first draw a circle.  When a circle is made, it creates a sphere of influence…

Control the spirit within the circle and create living techniques.  Birth is unlimited.  The abundance and fulfillment of life is manifest in a circle…Blend matter and spirit; that creates a spiritual center-it is universal Ki.  A circle allows you unlimited possibilities of control.  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens pages 92-94)

In order to draw a circle you must have a firm center.  That center is the point from which the circle emerges…One’s own breath; one’s own spirit derives from that circle.  Freely breathe in the entire universe.  .  (The Secret Teachings of Aikido translated by John Stevens page 76)

As O Sensei just outlined the space consists of a circle and a center. 

  1. Starting with the circle moving the arms around the body with arms and fingers extended trying to get a 360 degree feeling around the body. Then putting both your hands in front of the center line of your body as if you are holding a jo (staff), like the O Sensei photo above.  Move the hands up and down in a spiral, both up and down and down and up.

Like the two parts of the call-off the circle or the center may feel more natural than the other at first.  Give the part that feels less natural a few more turns to achieve a similar feeling of balance as you have with awareness and feeling in the call-off practice. 

Once a basic sense of balance is achieved then the circle and center interact with each other.  The experience of the interaction of circle and center flowing back and forth will be unique to each person.  It may feel like water or electricity or something else.  I have a student who is a master engineer who said it felt like interlocking gears.

Through the interaction of center and circle the space becomes more and more full and alive.  Because the space practice follows the call-off practice, the space will reflect the call-off.  Each space is unique and will support the rest of the practice.  Yankee stadium has different sense to it than St Patrick’s Cathedral.  Each well-constructed space functions to support the activities going on inside it.

The aliveness of the space literally sets the stage for the rest of the practice.  

The Unit

The unit is that part of our system that functions in manifesting our call-offs and provides the ability to function in daily life.  Unit is a convenient English term for O Sensei’s concept of the haku or corporeal soul referenced in previous classes.  One analogy is to think of the unit as clothing which varies depending on the tasks at hand.  We wear different clothing to work in our yard than going to a state dinner at the White House. 

We adopt numerous units throughout each day.  Many are simple ones such as walking to the car to drive to work or brushing our teeth in the morning.  Others are more significant such as a job interview, being a parent, husband or wife. 

Part of the goal of forging is to make units especially significant ones more conscious.  This means being more conscious, in the sense of embodying the unit in a more intentional and complete way. 

Another goal is to recognize that units are situation specific.  A person who is a very successful CEO or executive at a company is good at adopting that unit, that persona.  If the same person tries to take that unit home as a parent or spouse it probably won’t work out well.  It is like trying to bake a cake using the ingredients in the recipe for bread.  Tempers may rise or fall!

In the forging practice the unit is made up of the energies of your system that have been activated by the call-off and then are attracted into the space.  What are these energies?

They are the parts of your system that will be the ingredients that make up you the unit.  Depending on the call-off, the energies will vary.  When you call-off and prepare a space as a doctor the energies will be different than the energies of a marathon runner.  It is important to the success of the forging process that the energies that fit the call-off are allowed.

There are some basic guidelines for what these energies are. 

The four count

In the forging process we use a four count.  Count one is the concept of the unit.  This is like the blueprint or the outline.  If we are building a house, count one is the blueprint designed by the architect.     

Count two is more the structure or the work done by the contractor to build the house.  Count three is the spirit of the house, the work of the interior designer.  It is the spirit or the poetry of the unit, the intuitive element.  Count four brings all the counts together into an orderly coherent whole. 

You can visualize these counts taking form as a business plan; a movie script or a marriage proposal.  What is important for a successful forging is that all the needed energies are allowed in a balanced and integrated manner. 

Undoubtedly, many good call-offs/ideas never get manifested because the structure or other necessary energies are not included.  Ideas by themselves don’t usually function well.  When supported by the other energies good ideas can come to manifestation in a full and functional way.

One comment about the second set of the four energies, counts 3 and 4-the spirit and organizing principle, is that they represent energies that are not as obvious as the first two elements of the unit.  This perspective holds true not just on the energies but other parts of the system.  There are obvious and not so obvious (or more subtle) parts to it. 

A well-formed unit is an important part of the forging process because without it the call-off may not be fully manifested and won’t function well.  When the result doesn’t meet expectations, it can call into question a good idea and make it seem like the idea was not worthy to begin with.  In reality the problem may be a lack of wholeness in approach rather than a flaw with idea itself.

  1. Practice with the four counts of the unit, with special attention to the not so obvious counts 3 and 4.
  • Get feedback on the counts and whether they feel balanced and integrated.

The “I”

The “I” is the part of our system that is the center of our sense of personal identity.  Regardless of which unit is currently in play; which call-off we working on; or in which space-we are still “I”.  One possible analogy is that the unit is the clothing and “I” is the body.  The I is present regardless of the clothing currently being worn.

It is difficult to get away from describing practices in terms that don’t reference the body.  But the body is not part of the “I”.  The body is of the Unit.  The “I” exists in a way that is independent of the Unit because it exists regardless of the unit in play or even if there is no unit at all.

In the forging practice, the “I” has two parts.  One is the more awareness oriented part of the “I”.  The awareness part of the “I” spends most of its time looking outward.  This outward focus allows the system to be aware of activities in the creation especially those that relate to the unit.

  1. Shift the focus from the unit to the I. One approach to making this shift in perspective is to change the question from how can I manifest my call off to how do I feel about the call-off in its manifested form?  A similar question is how satisfying is the call-off when it is manifested?  We are shifting from a performance orientation to one of our sense of well-being.

One way to describe this in the forging practice is mirroring.  This reflective orientation has both a physical and value oriented aspect.  The physical one related to health, safety and other areas of importance to the overall system, such as detecting possible threats or desirable events.  The value oriented aspect looks at outside events in terms of satisfaction or dissatisfaction.  I like this; I don’t like that.  I don’t want that; I want more of that.  You can provide the details here with your preferences and dislikes.

A mirror is one the three parts of the Imperial Regalia, was provided to first Japanese Emperor by the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu according to the Kojiki.

The Kojiki (Record of Ancient Matters) is the primary creation scripture of Japan.  It was compiled between 682 and 712 AD.     O Sensei was a lifelong student of the Kojiki.  One of the stories he referred the most often was when the Sun Goddess, Amaterasu retired into a cave behind an immovable rock or stone door because the Storm God Susano destroyed her rice fields. (See the Univ. of Tokyo Press translation of the Kojiki by Donald L. Philippi page 81) 

This plunged the world into cold and darkness.  The other gods in an effort to lure her out of the cave and return light and warmth to the world, convinced another goddess to dance in front of the cave creating a great uproar.  This piqued Amaterasu’s curiosity and she moved the stone door aside a crack to see what was causing the uproar.  When she moved aside the stone door she saw herself reflected in a mirror the other gods had hung from a tree.  This surprising image encouraged her to open the stone door further and further so she could see more of herself.  Eventually she came out of the cave as she experienced herself more fully (or saw her true self) and restored the light and warmth to the world.  Below is a painting depicting her coming out of the cave.

O Sensei compared the creation of Aikido to the second opening of the stone door.  Here is a poem he wrote about it.

Amid three thousand worlds
a single plum flower
blooms-
the stone door will
open a second time.*

Although ideas expressed in this doka are derived from Shinto mythology (Kojiki Book One Chapter 17) and Omotokyo beliefs, in Morihei’s idiom it means:  “Aikido, a rare flower now in bloom throughout the universe, gives us the means to open the stone door of darkness and ignorance; through the combined efforts of good people everywhere the polluted world of death and destruction will be bathed once more in the sunbeams of truth and beauty.”  The plum blossom is a symbol of resurrection and renewal, and it blooms wherever Aikido is truly practiced.  (The Essence of Aikido by John Stevens, page 59)

The forging practices uses the mirroring capability of the awareness part of the “I”, that we call the mind of “I” for short. It turns this mirroring capability inward.  This is in the spirit of the story in Kojiki because what restored the light and warmth to the world was the Sun Goddess seeing her true and complete reflection.

The mirroring ability of the mind of “I” in the forging practice is turned inward on its other half, the more feeling part of the “I” we call the body of “I”.   At this point in the practice the goal is to allow an image of the body of “I” to form in the mirroring mind of “I”.  The clearer this mental image is the more successful the rest of the practice will be. 

  1. Practice the first part of mirroring as the mind of I mirrors the body of I. What is the mirrored image of the body of I?
  • Get feedback before moving on the body of I part of the practice.

Once a clear image of the more experiential part of the “I”, the body of “I” has formed, the practice continues by shifting the focus to the body of “I”.   

It is a good idea to take a moment or two to allow this shift to occur.  It is fundamentally a shift in perspective from thinking or awareness to feeling, both of which are key parts of our system necessary for healthy functionality.  Healthy in the sense we can go through our lives with less internal conflict.  It also helps us get better at noticing internal conflict and working to resolve it more effectively.

One way to determine that the shift from the mind of “I” to body of “I” has occurred is to notice the difference in feeling.  Usually the body of “I” is quieter, with less mental background notice and a more steady grounded experience. 

  1. Next is to follow the same process as with the mind of “I”, by having the body of “I” mirror the mind of “I”. The experience of the body of “I” mirroring the mind of “I” may be different than the mind of “I” mirroring its counterpart.  This is due to the inherent difference between awareness or thinking and feeling or more direct experiencing.
  • Get feedback on the body of I experience and how it is different from the mind of I.

The two parts of the “I” are reaching out to each other achieving  greater alignment, integration and wholeness.  This wholeness of the “I” is crucial because it helps to reduce the level of internal conflict within the system. 

If there is difficulty in bringing the thinking and feeling parts of our system together highlighting that problem to a more conscious awareness is very valuable because we can work to address the split in our system between thinking and feeling.  This split can be a source of frustration because it inhibits healthy functionality and enjoyment of life.

Entanglement discussed earlier is often the result of a lack of wholeness within the “I”.  An example is when faced with a situation such as practicing a particular Aikido technique, if the mind of “I” separates from its experiential counterpart, the body of “I” and attempts to control the physical body’s performance of the technique it will result in a much less smooth and harmonized performance.  This is because the satisfaction that the mind of “I” is seeking can only be found in the experience of wholeness within itself.  Approaching any situation from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness even with greater effort will only result in more entanglement. 

A significant benefit of the forging process is to retrain the mind of “I” to move instinctively toward its counterpart, the body of “I” rather than dividing itself and trying to function from a place of internal conflict and separation. 

Practicing wholeness of the “I” is similar to bringing together the two parts of the call-off described earlier.  A physical movement can be as simple as moving the hands and arms up and down.  Down from the mind of “I” and up from the body of “I”.

  1. Complete the I part of forging by experiencing the more whole I and how that is different than when you started with the I.
  • Get feedback on the experience of the more whole I.

From this state of an activated call-off, an alive space, a functional unit and a more whole “I”, the forging process can move on to its conclusion.

Birthing of the Forged One of Your Call-off

The forging process is completed with each part of the system (the call –off, the space, the unit and the “I”) having received individual  attention to relax, open and balance.  This has created a greater readiness to bring the system back together in a more, integrated and unified manner.

  1. The completion of the forging process is a visualization that starts by placing the hands in front of the hara, with one hand on top of the other. This is the position of furitama as shown in this photo of O Sensei.
  • The visualization starts with the acknowledging the lineage or focus of the particular practice session identified and activated by the call-off.
  • Then acknowledging the space as a place for the practice to go on inside of.
  • Next is bringing the unit and “I” together at hara. One becomes fire and one becomes water.
  • Shake the hands up and down in front of the hara and visualize one as fire and one as water.
  • Through the interaction of fire and water a very finely refined energy is created which fills the entire system with a healing enlivening energy.
  • The metaphorical heat generated by this energy softens the system and brings all the parts (the call-off, space, unit and “I”) together birthing you as the forged one of your call-off.
  • Get feedback on the experience of birthing the forged one of each person’s call-off.
  • Conclusion

This is the completion of the forging process.  It is an opportunity to reflect on your experience, the changes in your system as a result of the practice you have just completed.  Do you feel more whole, relaxed and balanced?  Specifically do you have greater insight and a feeling of enhanced capability to manifest your call-off?  If your experience doesn’t feel quite complete, one option is to repeat one or more parts of the forging process.  Usually a second or third repetition will be enough to bring you to that experience of fullness and readiness of manifesting your call-off.

Here is a flow chart which illustrates the steps in the forging process created by Sasun Torikian, Instructor at Aikido of Petaluma. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing

  1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
  2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
  3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
  4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
  5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling 

Aikido of Petaluma Outside Training Protocols

Training protocols for outside training during the Coronavirus event.

  • No one should feel pressured to come to an in-person class, it is an individual decision to make by yourself, your family, and doctor
  • Maintain at least 6 feet distance from other students
  • Come to class already in your gi, change in your car, or don’t wear a gi
  • Mask is required
  • Bring water, sunscreen, and a hat and sunglasses if you need them as it will be hot outside
  • No sharing of weapons or physical contact
  • We will attempt to make the class available also on zoom
  • Rubber gloves, hand sanitizer and foot covering will be available if someone needs to go in the school to use the restroom
  • For students without weapons, a loan of a weapon from the dojo will be available until we can train in the dojo again
  • Class content will include weapons work and the in-depth types of practices we are currently doing in the zoom classes
  • Should it rain during class we will suspend the rest of the class

Void and the Unit

Introduction

In our last on-line class we continued to practice with the energies of the unit:  idea; structure; intuitive principle and unifying energy.  Our practice expanded to experience the unit in manifest, hidden and divine dimensions of consciousness.  Our Aikido technique was katate-dori kokyu nage.  We practiced to experience the technique in manifest, hidden and divine both as uke and nage.

Our continuing goal was to experience the difference in the unit in each realm and see how they could benefit and complement each other.   

The unit is the part of ourselves that contains the skills and abilities necessary to accomplish the tasks for which that unit is created.  The energetic content of the unit is decided by the skills necessary to perform that particular function and therefore will vary from unit to unit.  Performing brain surgery is a very different unit than running a marathon.  Being a parent is very different than being the CEO of a company.  One of the most commonly asked questions in Aikido is, why is it so difficult to transfer the good feeling I get in class to other activities?  One response is the energies of Aikido are unique to Aikido.  The chemistry is the same but the chemicals (energies of the unit) are different in each situation.

The unit is the clothing we wear to accomplish particular tasks or assume particular roles.  O Sensei called the unit haku-Essence of Aikido (pg.27). 

This process as I of “inhabiting” particular units is often unconscious.  When we walk to our car to drive home, that is a unit, one to which we don’t generally give much attention.  Some basic units are much more a part of our identity than others.  Examples include your choice of work; your place in a family or other important social groups. 

The overall goal of this series of classes is to help create a more balanced and integrated unit that functions better and  allows a better forging to occur between the I and the unit resulting in better performance and more personal satisfaction. 

Our goal initially, has been to experience the basic parts of the unit and their interaction with each other.  It is in this conscious interaction that a real opportunity for a balanced and integrated unit exists.  If the basic parts of the unit are not consciously experienced we may miss important elements of the unit and therefore start from a place of fragmentation rather than wholeness.  Our best experience is not available for the task at hand.  If that is not addressed we will experience the downstream negative effects of that fragmentation, in reduced performance and satisfaction. 

One way fragmentation occurs is when action is taken from only some of the energies of the unit that are the most readily available to our experience.  An example is, we get a good idea of taking action and don’t allow an experience of the other energies that make up the unit of that idea.  We may then run out of energy and can’t complete the task well or at all.  This can happen when the idea or one of the other energies of the unit is put in a position of carrying the whole task of performance.  A fully formed unit is much more likely to produce the outcome we envision. 

O Sensei laid out the parts of a fully integrated unit-Essence of Aikido (pgs. 32-33).  He called them the four souls and the eight powers. 

The four souls are:  the intelligent soul; the rough soul; the gentle soul and the optimistic soul. 

The eight powers are:  movement and calm; release and solidification; retraction and extension and unification and division.

These are high level examples of what makes up a fully functioning unit.  We are going to work with this four count model and apply it specifically to the units we experience.    

As stated earlier, the version of the four counts of the unit with which we will work in this series of classes is:  the idea; the structure; the intuitive element and the unifying principle.  The first two energies we refer to as the obvious ones.  They come up easily and often.  What is my goal and how will I achieve it?  The second two we call the not so obvious because they often need specific focus in order to be consciously experienced. 

One example of the four counts is the task of building a house.  Energy 1-the idea-is like the architect who does the design and provides the blueprint.  Energy 2-is the contractor who actually builds the house using the blueprint from the architect as a guide and a starting point.  Energy 3-is the interior designer who crafts the living space so the house is not only livable but a pleasure to live in.  Energy 4-is the overall manager who brings the other three together into a fully working unit. 

One very important principle throughout this series is that every unit has value!

We will use a kata like version of a basic Aikido technique as our physical reference. 

We have focused on laying out a map of consciousness and practicing how to navigate on that map.  We all know that the map is not the territory.  Keeping that in mind, we have shifted to a more experiential practice utilizing what we have gained from the previous classes.  We will still refer to the map but in a less reflective way and put more focus on the experiential, relying on our previous practice with the map to help us to navigate it.

Noel Burch, educational trainer, developed a model of mastering a skill called the Four Stages of Competence.  The four stages are:  unconsciousness incompetence-I don’t know what I don’t know; conscious incompetence-I know what I don’t know; conscious competence-I know what I know and unconscious competence-I can manifest what I know without having to think about it.  In this class and the previous classes we are moving through this process to conscious competence and the early stages of unconscious competence.  At this final stage our ability to function as a balanced and integrated unit can happen without reflection on the four counts.  When we then move to the next level of that unit the process is repeated perhaps skipping the first stage of unconscious incompetence.  When changing from one unit to another we may go back to the first stage of unconscious incompetence.

Aikido is an art that teaches us to productively deal with feedback, both positive and negative in a healthy way.  The feedback helps to emphasize the positive part of our experience and work to improve negative experience.

We will add to the practice we started in our last class to work with a multi-dimensional experience of the unit including manifest, hidden and divine, but add the integrating experience of the void. 

The void is that aspect of existence which is most basic.  It is most basic in that it is the source of all aspects of the creation but is not “created” itself.  It is ever present and unchanging.  One way to approach understanding the void is a principle called the two truths doctrine The Religion of Tomorrow Ken Wilbur (pgs. 23 and 164). 

As we move into an experience of the void at first it is an experience of the absolute unchanging state.  As our experience of the void gets more and more full it reaches a state of non-duality where even the distinction between the relative and absolute realms is transcended.

Let’s bow in and start with misogi breathing and a good full warm-up.

Our tip today on the misogi breathing is to continue to work on the the five principles of misogi breathing from Koichi Tohei Sensei:  let’s focus on the third of the five principles- breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes.  By combining this principle with the first two we get both a more complete whole body experience. 

Five Principles for Ki Breathing
1. Breathe out with the sound of HA, don’t let your breath just leak out
2. Breathe out as calmly and quietly as possible
3. Breathe out the Ki of your head to the Ki of your toes
4. Breathe in from the tip of your nose until your body is full of air
5. Calm your mind infinitely smaller at the one point after inhaling 

Multi-Dimensional Experience of the Unit

Today we will continue to use the basic Aikido technique katate-dori kokyu nage as our practice technique.  Please refer to the video of the technique on our Facebook Group for a clear visual of the movement.  Our goal today is to expand the practice with the unit in all three basic dimensions of consciousness:  manifest; hidden and divine and add the void.  Details about these dimensions are available in class notes and videos on our dojo web site.  We will move through the first three-the manifest, hidden and divine-a little more quickly than last time so we can spend some time on the void.

  1. Let’s begin with a round of katate-dori kokyu nage in the manifest. Start just focusing on the experience of your body.  What aspect of your body attracts your attention?  Then shifting the focus from the body to your current physical environment, what attracts your attention there? 

This provides an initial experience of you as a physical being in a physical world.  Then let’s focus on the physical experience of you both as the uke and nage stepping in with a grab for the hand and then turning and throwing.  What is your experience?  Feel the depth of contact with your partner’s entire body.  What energies are called up in your system as you step in and throw? Now let’s shift to the hidden dimension of subtle energies.  We can make the shift from manifest/physical to hidden/energetic through our basic practice of feeling energy flow between our hands and then using the universal post practice by opening the hands and arms in a circle to feel a fuller sense of the energy body.  Then to complete the transition let’s go to our circle/center practice to experience ourselves as an energy being in an energy world.  What energies in your system does this practice bring up?  Then let’s go back to the technique both as uke and nage to see how your experience of this unit changes in the hidden dimension.

    • Get feedback-your experience of the technique in the manifest and hidden dimensions? How are they different from each other? 
  1. Now let’s shift to the divine dimension of creative emptiness. We can use the circle/center practice to enter a state of deep quiet.  This quiet is a doorway to the divine dimension of creative emptiness.  The divine body in the divine world is like an outline of a potential body, but a real body with experience.  What divine energies in your system does the practice bring up?  Then let’s go back to the technique and see how your experience of this unit changes in the divine dimension.
    • Get feedback-your experience of the technique in the divine dimension? How is it different from the manifest and hidden? 

 Experiencing the Void

  1. Now we will move to the experience of the void. To begin let’s go back to the circle/center practice and to that place of great quiet.  Within that space of great quiet allow the void to fill that space.  This is a doorway to the direct experience of the void.  It is most important to maintain your center as there are no external reference points in the void.  One approach to maintaining an experience of center is that center in an infinite unchanging space is everywhere. Each point is equidistant from all other points.  Therefore every place in the void is center.  To translate this principle into experience let’s use a practice of mirroring.  All parts of the void mirror each other equally.  This allows a fullness of experience and having a center as a reference point.  To move from this experience to a practice of functionality in the void, let’s refer back to O Sensei’s description with which we began-The Secret Teachings of Aikido (pg. 53).  This is the foundation for experiencing the seeming paradox of functionality in the void.  Let’s now go back to the technique of katate-dori kokyu nage from the void.
    • What is your experience? How is it unique when compared with the previous experiences of the technique?

Conclusion

In this class we continued to extend our practice of the unit to include the void.  Our goal was to experience the unit in each of these three basic dimensions and in the void.  We also wanted to focus on how they can be of benefit to each other and to you as a whole person.   

Feedback on practice.

Practice before next class

Use the practice of katate-dori kokyu nage as a physical metaphor for a unit and extend the practice to the void.  See how the void can add its own benefit to your practice. 

A Light on Transmission (pg. 1).

Finish with misogi breathing and bowing out.